The first post

     As the first post I should probably say what this is all about and more about me. This blog is just a way to vent my frustrations about life, it's my "diary" as you may think. I realize that a pen and paper would be better for this but I find myself on the computer more often then none so what the heck I'm going to type this baby out! As for me I'm 18, only child and living one hell of a life. I'm the type of person who is very difficult to get to know but once you break that barrier I'm an amazing friend and I will be there when you need and when you don't. Lately I've been off mentally, physically and spiritually; mentally due to fighting with my mom, physically because said fights have been keeping me up at night and spiritually because I'm so tired I can't go to church on Mondays so my life is wacky at the moment. During my life I'm hoping to write on this website every day and just write.

    The reason for my mother and I fighting so much is due to her new "personality", which is that she is going to be honest about everything, where as before we kept everything from each other so I am going into defense mode because I hate sharing anything personal and she wants me to change that in less then a month. I just wished we never changed, I wished I never dated because that's another why she decided to change. I dated a liar and I didn't know until it was too late but alas that is another post. The only good thing that has come from the last two months of my life is the stronger relationship with God that I have foraged, seventeen years ago I had a "fake" relationship with him then when I was seven I told everyone that I would never love or believe in God again but something changed in me and now I can't get enough of him. Well I feel like I have written enough lead in for my next couple of blogs which will all tie together at the end when they explain everything about me in the beginning of my life all the way until the end. When tomorrow comes I will write again until then good day! :)