Not too bad but not too good either

   I think I've gotten stronger from my post yesterday. I went into hanging with my grandparents for four hours with an open heart and mind. The last three hours of it were pure crap. Had two stops planned out, casino for Christmas decorations and sports arena for Christmas lights. We only saw one (the sports arena) because apparently my whole family became "under the weather" during the hour it took us to get to the casino and we decided to come home and finish watching a football game (which sports commentators have nothing on my grandfather and mother, they dictate any move made on the field, while yelling at the screen like its a communication device to the refs and players alike.)
   
   So that ticked me off, but the main thing that totally pissed me off was the fact that I was promised we were going to make spaghetti tonight and I was going to help (I make killer spaghetti) but I never got the phone call to start the pasta, so the family comes home and guess what? They all went to a sandwich shop, never called to say "hey were getting food. You want anything?" Or "Hey getting food so find something at the house." No they come home and the only reason I knew they went out is because my mom brings in a drink with the logo of the shop on it. So I stayed hungry for about four hours while they went to gamble and eat with my father who I only see after seven on specific days or five on the others. I was livid, but the "good" news is I got subway on the way to the sports arena. YAY! (sarcasm) On the way to the sports arena my father took a corner too sharply and my drink (resting between my feet cause the car has no STUPID cup holders any where in it) decides that that's a good time as any to tip over and spill all over my bag. Good news is that my Christmas gift bag is safe because I had a feeling something bad was going to happen so I switched to a more durable/ liquid resistant bag.
    
    Also my sandwich tasted like crap "subway" has lost it's eat fresh quality that I loved at one point in my life. So I'm finally at home resting thinking about everything I'm going to do tomorrow while my family is out of the house, I think a bubble bath while reading and doing laundry sound like a perfect way to relax tomorrow. Bonus points for today I had the cutest hair! Which I'm wearing more often because I like the style. :) Last minute thought, I think I have anger issues; could this be possible? I'll think more during my anger "vacation" tomorrow.